time, they say is the best healer of all. im just about to believe it. fate, though, has a way of going through it in a shortcut. everyday i get clues from the small things that come my way.. i’ve learned to accept that what i probably want, is not meant to be. gradually the hatred subsides, the pain becomes bearable, and slowly, hope rises from within, like the morning sun.
hey i feel better now. what i probably needed was to know that you are in the right hands. that you are with somebody who can love you and take care of you in the same way that i did, or even better. you are a big part of my life and like i told you, every tear that drops from your eyes is a spear to my heart. i feel better because i’ve read the words i so longed to tell you, but i just can’t get it right. i feel better because you’ve restored your faith in something that we both believed in, and it is something that i want you to live by.
yep the pain is still there, but is drying up, like raindrops on my skin after a heavy downpour. i’d get by, don’t worry. as long as i see you smile, i’d be all right. suddenly the world is a better place. i no longer see lies behind your smiles. i believe you now. i give you my peace. and i have to begin finding mine.
i am happy for you. i really am. i want you to know that i will always love you. coz love is never a function of time. damn. it feels good to say it.
